Shhhh… You Don't Know Me

March 5, 2010

PMS is a Bitch

Filed under: Daily Jabber — Shhhh @ 2:38 am
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But so far, I’ve won… kinda.

I snarled around the house this morning till I remembered my emergency stash of dark chocolate burnt almond bar in the car (it’s there so I don’t snarf it in the house, but have to actually think about going out to get it, thus giving myself to second think it).  Today, I ate it.

Then I’m in the grocery store and I cruise the bakery.  Well, the good news is that I was in SuperStore which has a shitty bakery.  Unlike Safeway, which has all sorts of delectable things in their bulk bins, like cookies, and muffins and cheesy things, this one had buns.  Just buns.  And I didn’t want a whole PACK of cookies, I mean c’mon, a binge needs to be contained, thank you.

Then, I cruise through the deli.  Oooo, I can buy a slice of cheese pizza to go.  YUM.  Okay, I’ll pay for my groceries and come back for it. What did I do?  I paid for my groceries, turned towards the deli, then pivoted on my heel and walked out the door.  Dinner is in 50 minutes for crissakes.  I don’t need goddamn pizza.

So then, driving home, I remember there is a cupcake place now on 207th.  Yay!  I actually changed lanes to turn down it, when I remembered again that dinner is in 45 minutes.  NO!  I’m NOT doing this!!  I don’t NEED a freakin cupcake!!!  I’m already at 1400 calories for the day and I don’t NEED any more.  Every day this week I’ve been up around 24-1600 calories and am not going to see a loss.  Don’t be retarded!!

So here I sit, having eaten dinner, hunger satisfied, but craving something/anything anyways.  I’m mentally going through my cupboards.  I could have popcorn.  I still might.  But I’m celebrating passing up the pizza and cupcake.

PMS is a bitch.

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5 Comments »

  1. Some people just want to eat…I want to eat and rip everyone’s head off. 😦 Ugh. Not good.

    Great job on navigating the landmines today! You made it through. 🙂

    Comment by Carrieredhead — March 5, 2010 @ 3:07 am | Reply

  2. That is AWESOME! You were sooooo close and you did the hard thing. Good for you! Lots of steps like this will take you where you want to go!

    Comment by Carbzilla — March 5, 2010 @ 6:22 am | Reply

  3. Hooray for walking out of the store – and thankful the bakery was shitty! 😀

    Awesome job!!

    Comment by biz319 — March 5, 2010 @ 4:41 pm | Reply

  4. Excellent job on staying strong. I have to admit, even as a medical doctor who knows better, I get those cravings sometimes and fight them off. I am impressed with your will power overall. Keep up the great work.

    Comment by Davon Jacobson, M.d. — March 6, 2010 @ 5:00 pm | Reply

  5. Wow, you’re way stronger than I am! Once I’m in a store and see food I’m craving, I always buy it.I agree that PMS is a bitch, but unfortunately that’s not the only time of the month I lose control in!

    Comment by Kara Jackson — March 10, 2010 @ 11:59 pm | Reply


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